icy cold world

2008-10-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

hello,i back to blog again.................................
because alot of people say that my blog
is rotting..........................

i dun know what to say but i understand
something during the time before
i sleep yesterday night.............................
我不知道要怎么跟她说。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
当我想跟她说的时候，我却第一次发现到
我不能把嘴吧张开。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有谁能帮我？？？？？？？？？？？？？
如果你问我会爱她多久，我会一至爱她到
我的左手的指节全部变平。
喜欢一个人真的只要看到她快乐就行了吗？？？？
我能做到吗？？？？？？？？？
我突然觉得我已经不是以前的自己了。
朋友，如果有一天你们发觉我突然变成
一个完全没有感觉或无情的话，
我只能在这里先跟你们说声
"对不起，别管我就行了。"

2008-07-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

ok,i am back blog again.........................................
my friends ask me to blog,but my everyday life is not that fantastic leh.
what is there to blog???????????????
i just found out that actually poly have a much lesser holiday
than jc.This is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to training in the morning and found out that
no pain no gain is true.I suffer so much man,and my master
can just sit down there laughing,peng T_T.
ok i shall end my post here,i will try really try to update my blog tml.
haha.............................. :) bb.

2008-07-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

i make someone angry without me knowing.............
i am stupid right,haha..............................
how dumb can i be after knowing this person for so
long and not knowing that this person is angry.................
sian,never seen this person angry with me for so long............
so sad.haha.............. :)......................T_T
i really did not intend to make you angry wan..........you know how stupid i can be
sometimes,peng.........................
if u see this,i just want to say sorry........................
sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......
sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......
sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......
sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......
sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......
sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......sorry.......

2008-06-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

I am back to blog again,this is my last second day of holiday.
Nth much to blog,went to my friend's chalet then went out
with my gay.Thats all,so you all cannot blame me for not
blogging for so long.HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now i understand why people can pause for so long before
they start to blog again.Those who blog everyday must be
leading a very good and interesting life man.
Oh, and there is this new show that is very nice,
but maybe those who dun like martial arts will not think in that way.
Go crunchyroll then search for "WING CHUN".
THAM ZHI HAO,DUN SAY MY BLOG ROT LIAO,IS I NTH TO BLOG.
haha..................................

2008-06-01T05:50:00.000-07:00

Hello people,i am back to blog again.
haha................rest for very long now i am back..............

Tml is my whole week of term test,first time
taking test from poly,haha.............................
One thing that is no difference,you still
have to study like mad even if you are in
poly.S.A.D CASE................................ :(

But i will be having two weeks of term break after my term
test and i still have not freaking idea how am i going
to know my results,never mind
i will ask my "caring" careperson about that

HAHA............................................... :)

okok,going to end my post here,busy studying
bye bye......................... :):):)

2008-05-16T04:32:00.000-07:00

Today is CCN DAY is Temasek Poly.
It was fun a lot of other courses also
participated in it.I learn a lot
from it..haha......................
Our stall is playing shooting target
games,it was quite fun but i still
love my stall game although not a lot
of people came......haha................

A person feel really depressed or sad,when
people whom have trusted him all along
start to suspect him.............The pain
is like asking someone to stab him
in his heart.I hate it when it is in this
way.

a mask will always be a mask,either
hate me or like me.if u think i am
not good or irritating,just whack me,
i will not retaliate.

living in icy cold world is the best,no need to care about what others think................... :(

2008-05-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hello,i am back to blog again................
Haha................. :)
My poly life is getting more and more fun
My classmate are very enthu type and
We do everything together............

I just finish watching one show
that i learn something from it.
The show is "败家仔".
I have not finish watching it,be basically
this show is about a guy who low in
IQ,but the will become very clever
everytime when he have high
fever.Weird but is a good thing,
and according to what i read from
the show summary,he turn bad in the
end.Sad Case.
But what i learn from this show
is that if a person has a change of
character suddenly,there confirm
will have a reason that change the
person.So, if you ever have friends
that have a sudden change in
character,maybe dun even bother
to ask why,because sometime
you might not even understand
after they say it out.

After this part,i am going to write something
that maybe is emo to you all,but i just want to write
how i feeling now........... :( dun ask me why i feel like that
or what happened to me....................:(

why do everytime i have to encounter this
when i dun wish to happened anymore.............
seeing someone smile sometimes need to
have a lot of courage and giving up on things.
i may not be who i am one day,dun be shock,
because maybe sometimes this is then the
real me,or maybe i have been wearing a mask
where it look so real that u all may think it
is the real me,i hope that i can have split
personality where i can change easily............... T_T

sometimes living in icy cold world is a good thing

2008-04-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

This post i going to add a

chinese song at the end.

I finally found out that actually

people only start to treasure

stuff

after they do not have it.

sometime we dun even know

that we are actually

losing it slowly.

And actually after u LOSE it,is

hard to gain it back

DUN FORCE the person to

choose over something that

she has to STRUGGLE over.

If u really like the person,let

her choose something that

she feel comfortable with.

Sometime we can't get over

someone

AND start thinking about

them,then make u sad and

even cry at night,but does

doing that help in anything

if it does,everyone will do

it including ME.

Ok,i end my post with a

lyric of a bloody retro

CHINESE SONG :(

新鸳鸯蝴蝶梦

昨日像那东流水

离我远去不可留

今日乱我心

多烦忧

抽刀断水水更流

举杯消愁愁更愁

明朝清风四飘流

由来只有新人笑

有谁听到旧人哭

爱情两个字

好辛苦

是要问一个明白

还是要装作糊涂

知多知少难知足

看似个鸳蝴蝶

不应该的年代

可是谁又能摆脱人世间的悲哀

花花世界

鸳鸯蝴蝶

在人间已是癫

何苦要上青天

不如温柔同眠

有时懂得忘记或放手，会是

能让你感到最快乐的一件事。

在悲伤的眼泪里能看到最真

实的世界，能让你很清楚

的了解黑与白真正的分别。

真正的心痛是在你为一个

人做了很多事，

很帮助他的时侯，他却完全

误会，而不再信你。

2008-04-20T01:11:00.000-07:00

Hi,i am back from my trip to Malaysia.

The trip was boring but i took some photos. :)
Now,EnJoY mE pHoToS...................

SHOP HOUSE IN

MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PRETTY SIGNBOARD

[I THINK IS COOL :)]

I THINK THIS TREES ARE

GROWING WELL -_-

ROAD SIGN IN

MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kk,done with the posting of

photos,I HAVE GOOD

PHOTO TAKING SKILLS

RIGHT????!!!!!

HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

hello everyone,i am back from my hell training................
i wonder how my master train his body out to endure such a torture man.
BUT,tml i going for my orientation for tp...............YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope it will be fun at there,haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kk,gtg sleep already,if not tml cannot see girls........ :)

2008-04-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

Hello,this is my first time

blogging.................I created this out

of boredom.

Dun u all find it rather ma fan to do

blog????????????

I am "LUCKY" to have three friends to

help me,NAMELY:

Zhi Hao

Hui Zin

Daphne

Thanks for helping me,i am so

touched.....................lastly

i post one photo of

myself..............white indian. :)